just a little shared

precisely in the day minus-12 to-20 age me, so many feelings that flare up. still a lot to make me work even harder in this life. there has been no progress significantly in the family, girlfriend or a career. still many things I thinks and worry. I like walking in the middle of the rope that I myself do not know where its direction. I am still too weak to open the eyes and face the reality that is before me.